Big Bang + Friends

   I can finally update my blog again! It’s been days or maybe even a week since I posted up something about my life. Well wahhh! I can get the mini album of Big Bang coming out this May 28 :] That’s 4 days after my birthday so ahahaha birthday present x3 Well I don’t get it till June though because it takes at least 7 or 8 days for it to get here to California. The wait is worth it though :] It’s gonna be my first Big Bang album present x] I only have pictures of them, photobook, postcard book, and DVD of their GREAT concert. [ with matching poster ! ] I’m so hyphee when it comes to Big Bang. They always manage to make my day <3 Even if I’m like crying, and I don’t want to smile. They can make me LAUGH It’s amazing how they can do that.

 

    GAH! :O It’s testing week next week. How lovely is that?! -.-” Why must it be on the month of my birthday?!?!?!? It’s like I’m never really the lucky type of person. Well ugh. Forget about that. I must study and do good! Then I SHALL RAISE MY GRADES EVEN HIGHER! That’s not my only problem though… On May 28, it’s awards night in our school. I have to go because I have a high GPA. I still don’t know what I’m suppose to wear. I don’t know if it’s formal or casual. Then my friend, Yvonne, tells me that we have a rehearsal on May 27. However she doesn’t know if it’s formal or not either. I know it’s only May 2, but that’s not that far away! It’s LESS than a month, yo. It’s going to be the last year for me in CMS. How sad! I didn’t even buy the yearbook x]

 

    Well next year, all my friends from CMS are still going to be with me in RHS. So I guess we’re all good Plus I have a lot of pictures with them through the years x] I honestly don’t like our school pictures anyways. I also doubt that the yearbook people will put our group in it because the yearbook staff aren’t really my friends. It’s sad how all the staff in school like the newspaper, yearbook, and ASB are very biased. They only care about their “groups.” I don’t like how they label people :[ If they want to label me, then it's on! Well that's all for now I guess :] I think that’s enough to catch up. There was no drama. Well there was last week on Friday till like Sunday. However that problem is solved…I think xD Hopefully my group of friends stay together ’till the end of High School or even FOREVER!

As I grew up

I came to realize that… as a little kid, you didn’t really have any problems. All you had to do was go to school, play, eat and sleep. Now that I’m older, and a teenager… I think I’ve matured. I use to be so bratty and selfish. I didn’t give a damn about anything. I always thought that everything would always be okay. I found out that NOTHING will stay okay. I had to find that out the HARD way. When I got a call from my mom one day when I was only 8. It was already vacation for us. I just finished third grade, and suddenly she calls out of the blue. My mom was here in America already. She left me when I was.. I don’t even remember… Maybe that’s why I was never fond of my own mother. Well she told me that she wanted me to live with her. I was just a kid. I didn’t know what I was doing. I certainly didn’t think about my decision either. I told her sureee why not. So I went and got depressed for over a year. In 2005 met two of my best friends ever and finally got out of depression. Years pass by and now it’s already 2008. I feel like it was only yesterday when I was in 3rd grade! Well I’ve chanegd. I accepted the fact that I will never go back to the Philippines. I’m not sad about that because I have more friends here anyways, but my family is there. I live with my mom, step dad, and sister. We seem like a normal family, but we’re not. My parents are always fighting. I wish I never came here but if I didn’t.. I probably would’ve NEVER grown up. I was pampered like a princess in the Philippines. I never faced my problems. Now I have to go through hardship and actually worry about my grades. I was always the average type of student, but now I’m an A student. I never knew I had it in me xD I also realized that reality’s very harsh :[

 

 

    HOWEVER I STILL WANT TO CONTINUE ON DREAMING ABOUT BIG BANG <3 GD&T.O.P are definitely my labers x] roflmao. Big Bang is so addicting and I cannot help it. Let this teenager keep on dreaming ;] It’s the only thing that’s keeping me going [ Besides my friends ]

Happiness :)

My mom told me we are NOT going to move back to the Philippines. I was so happy that the next day which was Monday[back to school day -.-"] that I was so hypher! Everybody was telling me it was too early to be hypher on a Monday! BUT AHA! I cannot be stopped! Plus new GD pics came out and I was like DYING. He’s so freaking sexy. <3 I was like “GD, if you were my homework. I’d do you everyday.” Ahaha there’s more to that but I think you guys get the point ;]] roflmao. Tomorrow is a minimum day! I am so happy. I will immeidately do homework when I get home then TYPE my fanfic! Well today was an okay day. It’ s Tuesday so it was a run day in P.E. I was liek dying running! Dying in a bad way–not in a good way. Well GAH :O It’s already 8:22 pm! I have to go at 9! I don’t want to! I’m so inspired right now.. I’m still talking to my best friends and I want to keep typing my chapter 9! Well I’ll sign off for now. Bye. Gnite. Take Care. Sweet Dreams. TO YOU ALL

Life

Life… Aiyoo~ I was enjoying it! But now I don’t know. I want to stay in CALIFORNIA. I really don’t want to go back to the Philippines. Home is where the heart is and my heart is here, in California! Well.. in Korea too I guess because I love Big Bang xD roflmao. Well another day has passed. Nothing interesting but I got to hang out with my best friends again They went to my church! Wohoo!~ We had fun talking about Big Bang–during lunch! Not during church service… Well maybe we did a little xD We also talked about our little ideas for our fanfiction. It was very very fascinating *wink wink*  Then I got to go over their house :] We had more Big Bang moments xD Well I have ran out of words for today… I want to start typing my chpater 9 of my fanfic

Get to know me :)

Well my name is Romina :] I’m currently an 8th grader here in California I’m definitely a Big Bang fan, fa sho <3 My favorites[mwuahahaha] I shouldn’t say. BUT I WILL! It’s GD&T.O.P <3 Well I’m a loud, crazy, hyphee, caring person :] I really don’t know how to describe myself carefully. I’m ROMINA :] Nobody else can be like me ;] I LOVE to write stories :] That’s basically something I’m addicted to aside Boba, Photography, Music, and DANCE I’m in love with Big Bang+my lovely friends+my family x] Without them, I probably wouldn’t SURVIVE ! However there are time when I feel like I’m nothing and just want to go KAPOOSH! and disappear. Don’t we all have our moments when we have a hard time? However I stand back up on my feet and move on with life :] I don’t think anybody should ever think they REALLY  do need to die to stop feeling non stop pain emotionally and physically. You’re alive for a reason! Life should be fun :] Although I admit it isn’t fair. Love me? I love you too! Hate me, well it depends who you are xD rofl. Don’t talk trash about Big Bang or anybody I love. I would HURT YOU! x] Well yupp this is ME, ROMINA

Hello world!

Hey there you guys :] Aiyoo~ Report cards came out today! O.O Three of my grades dropped down to a B and I got a lecture from my mother -.-” Not the best way to end your Friday! Well at least I get to see new pictures of Big Bang! I saw the BR wallpapers of them<3 They’re absolutely adorable! Plus new GD pictures. Aww he got a new hair cut AGAIN! Aiyoo~ I wish he stayed with the new-old one. I was dying for that hair cut ;D And the one he had in the Wonder Bang SBS Special… That one show they were in together he he <3 GD’s simply adorable but anyways. I finally registered for wordpress.com! I’ve been thinking because I usually got my information on Big Bang from here in www.bigbangkorean.wordpress.com. I thought it was pretty cool :] I’ve been thinking about making one and I FINALLY did! It took me like… 3 months to decide xD rofl. Well now I’m typing chapter 8 of my Big Bang fanfic Weeeee!~ I’m having such fun typing it too Then when clock strikes 6:50 pm, I got to go to church for Friday vespers