Yeeeee. Look at that LOVELY && BRIGHT smile of MY lovely Jiyongie. Yes MY! Don’t mess with me now. He is my dream boy xD I bet a lot of other girls love him as well but please. Let me think he’s MINE just for now xD roflmao. I want my own moment you know xD Well nanana. I don’t know how to use wordpress that well so I’m just going to post links to some pics I took of the photobook. Instead of posting them up and a link to like lead you to a bigger page or something like that xD roflmao. I have no clue what I’m talking about right now xD Well here comes the links to the preview to BB’s oh so expensive but worth it PHOTOBOOK

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i put that in it because well.. I’ve been seeing most of TY and I’m missing the spotlight on GD. Another reason why I love it how he released a digital single && will release his own solo mini album x3 I will find a way to get it no matter what :p Well I have another fanart of Jiyongiee and I but I shall post that in my next post today =D hehehe. I shall upload the pics I took first and oh yeah… Gotta edit the sidebar thing for the links

 Dun Dun Dun Dun! Here is my edited picture of Nadinne and Tae Yang (: The labels on the pics are suppose to match their characters in my fanfic called "WONDERFUL LIFE" which is on winglin :] The link to it, I WILL POST! I just realized that I should have posted my fanfic links on that litto sidebar xD rofl. Anyways aiish~ I can’t find the perfect pic of me & GD to combine. It’s so hard xD First reason; I have over 700 pics to choose from for GD. Second reason; I don’t think I’m that pretty xD roflmao. For Nadinne’s and Claudine’s it was soo easy because I only have 11 pictures of Seung Ri and only two of Tae Yang! -Individual Pics- So that limited my choices. GD on the other hand has so many pics in my comp I have to eliminate the sad ones but that doesn’t really help me at all xD Because his happy ones are all OH SO ADORABLE <3 I will TRY to find the perfect pics by tomorrow and make one for myself Aiyoo!~ I gotta wake up early tomorrow too. So I can go online to type more of my fanfic. PLUS DENTIST APPOINTMENT 5 teeth to get pulled out and bottom braces are going to be put

Well nanananana. About the beach, it was really fun. I was actually wearing short shorts! I'm always too shy but I wasn't yesterday =D I felt so confident! Probably because I lost 18 lbs xD I now weigh 117 lbs, baby! All for Kwon Ji Yong [[; Yes Bhebbby Jiyongie, I'm loosing weight for you because I want to look good for you xD roflmao. && well hmmm For that someone special as well! hehehe [[; Hmm oh man. I love the swings on the beach x3 The sand, the wind, the waves, EVERYTHING! Minus the nasty bathrooms there and the weird people xD Hmm at the beach, we took a lot of pics as you can see xD rofl. Plus talked about Big Bang and our fanfic [[; Then our oh so hot "labers" aka crushes xD Nadinne calls her crush Mini Ty and I call mine Mini GD <3 Well Demee & Claudine already have their boyfies so I say they shouldn't be hogging SR and T.O.P XD rofl.  The water got colder as the time passed O.O It was perfect during the morning but when it became late and later more in the afternoon, the water was freezing! :p Well what else to talk about? I really don't know but about the guy I like so NEXT PARAGRAPH

Hehehehe. I know this pic has nothing to do with my Mini GD xD rofl. But I SIMPLY LOVE THIS PIC <3 It's of me and my best friend ever, Claudineee aka Cupcakiee x3 [[: Anyways ohh I found this PERFECT quote for me in this quote layout site in Myspace :]] Here it is

“I want someone who won’t care that I’m incapable of sitting still. That I can’t grasp the concept of cleaning. That I refuse to be ladylike. Someone who realizeshalf the decision I make are usually ones I regret, and I have the right to over react at any given time. I want someone who knows how completely insane I am, and wouldn’t want me any other way.”

I’m in love with that quote now because that is how I am xD rofl. So if I ever find a guy he needs to accept me for me :] I hope the guy I like now will slowly develop feelings for me because my heart really does go crazy for him. I haven’t felt like this in months! Almost a year too :[ I'm glad I finally found someone to like :]] I want to become HIS friend so I can hug him and take a picture with him. I can understand him if he doesn’t like me because like I said earlier, he’s older than me. The other guy I really liked last time was also the same age and told me he loved me but he couldn’t accept the fact that I was younger so he asked out some other girl. Plus he lives in the Philippines. This time around, I found almost the exact same guy except this new guy isn’t shy He plays the guitar and basketball. He also sings x3 :]] I say he sung GOOD hehe. This new guy is also short like my ex crush xD roflmao. But he is good looking :] VERY GOOD LOOKING! In my eyes at least xD hehe <3

Anyways VBS is over in our church but at Loma Linda Filipino Church, it’s barely starting. I use to want to go but now.. I don’t at all because I don’t want to see someone over there. Dundundundundun, I have another pic of me with the RED DOT STICKER! I gotta have a way clearer pic of Jiyongie with a red dot sticker on him ROFL. Well here I go again ^^  Yup this is me. And ohhhh I see my Big Bang poster at the back. You can’t see it cuz it’s not up on my wall due to the fact that it WONT stay on the wall xD rofl. It keeps falling but anyways it’s that “black thing” on top of those pillows. My room is rather messy because my mom and dad likes to put junk in MY room as well I say that is NOT fair watsoever Oh well. As LONG as I get my Big Bang photobook, I won’t complain to them.. YET XD

I feel so lazy nowadays. I finally got donuts today though rofl. So how yummy [[; && I can’t wait till I get BB’s Photobook on July (: I preordered it so yeah. I will be so happy when it comes! 312 pages of Super Fly-ness [; rofl. OMG! I was browsing through my pics and GD’s pics. There’s some that we kinda have the same pose or whatever xD roflmao. ANOTHER CONNECTION YO![[; Add to that that we both dance and our collarbones xD roflmao.

I know I look weird in it! Ahahaha. Stupid webcam xP I will take a better picture! This was on Monday x] The pics I took today are worse than yesterday xD Its blurry && I’m too lazy to retake it xD I look so weird in this pic but oh well. Aha check out my braces. Oh man. I actually don’t mind having braces. I’m use to it now ! it’s been how many weeks….. No clue but since May 21, I’ve had my braces [[: On June 24, I'm getting the bottom braces and then maybe the REAL pain will kick in xD rofl. Hopefully not though because I think braces are pretty cool minus the fact that sometimes things get stuck between them xD HEHEHEHEHEHE.

Oh man. This was during.... last Friday Second to the last practice for our Vacation Bible School. We sure have our moments <3 I love Claudineee We were so hypher that day! Dancing. Jumping around. Piggy back rides. That's what's up, yo rofl. We were trynna do the body wave. Ahahahaha. RELATED TO GD! I love his body wave xD rofl It's so sexy. I cannot resist him [[; Well it's 11:39 PM right now so I should go now XD I will type more tomorrow :]] Plus oh man I finished my fanfic “One Simple Kiss Can Change Everything” <3 It’s in winglin. Then I started the sequel. Currently typing ch 2 for that. Then ” The Matchmaker x3″ is almost done too :]] Currently typing ch 17 for that one (: hehehe. Summer so far is FUN! I gotta hang with friends at school though. Not just my lovely besties xD ahahaha. Hmmm.. I want a donut. Ahahaha okay. Something’s up with me and donuts xD rofl. Goodbye fer real this time Bye byeee. Nite you guys or whoever xD hehehe. Sweet Dreams & Take Care – nanana. IDK how to edit the time in here. It says it’s June 18 in 6 something in the morning. It’s really 11:43 pm now and June 17 – [[ Yes. I love my tongue xD rofl ]]

I am now officially a freshman, yo! I’m really excited

about it (: Can’t wait ’till August to go to my new school.

Meet new people & gain some new friends [[; PLUS SEE

OLD FRIENDS AS WELL =] Well hmmmm. Oh my.

Our school got out on Thursday and ever since then

I’ve been hanging out with my lovely Best Friends <3

Claudine,Nadinne&Demee [: I also hung out with

Marissa, Cristina, Miranda, Jenna Li, John Oscar, and Jon.

I get to see my so called "son" too xD rofl. Ejay's not really

my son but he calls me "mom." Although he's only

a year younger than me. Anyways weeeeeeeeeeee!

Today's the start of VBS for us. For a whole week, I get to

see Claudine,Nadinne,Demee,& Ejay <3 Now that's what's up xD rofl.

Oh my! I got my WITH U album on June 1st <3

It's oh so colorful && awesome I am madly in love with

the songs MAD ABOUT YOU, WE BELONG TOGETHER, WITH U,

&& THIS LOVE :]] && as for the rest of the songs, I likey them

as well :] -But I don’t like BABY BABY a lot- Then I heard that

Big Bang’s going to have a photobook out soon! I WILL SO BUY IT! [[;

Anything for my bhebby GD (; hehehe. Then minialbum out on

August which I will also buy[or most likely buy if allowed xD].

After that they have their FULL album coming out as well. YG said

it’d come out on October so yeah. Hopefully I have mroe money

by then to buy that too (: I love having all these Big Bang stuff! <3

They are LOVEEE <3

Speaking of LOVEEEE. I am now crushing on a guy who I actually

know! Ahhhh. I liked him then stopped then I like him again. We’ve

only talked 3 times. We’ve only seen each other 4 or 5

times too. One reason why I don’t feel right that I like him. I stopped

liking him because we don’t talk at all. WE ONLY know each other’s NAMES.

How sad, right? :[ He goes to a different school than me. Plus different

church as well. I can't add him on Myspace because I don't know

the last name he put there since I already tried his REAL last name in.

I really want to be close friends with him :] I started liking him again

on Saturday because well he hugged me! A single hug can stir feelings

again, you know XD rofl. He was all ” I know we’ve only seen each other

a lot for only like two days,” while hugging me. I felt special. Well I’ve seen

him for more than 2 days, but it was during those two days that we talked

and he actually paid attention to me. So yeahh.. I really like him a lot. I wouldn’t

say I love him. Well yeah I do as a friend but yeah you know. [;

Well I miss Claudine & Nadinne so much! I haven't seen them since Saturday at church! They were suppose to sleep over on Monday but then their mom didn't have to go to work. That means they don't have to come over. I was all hyphee and excited about it too! In the end, I was just disappointed. I miss our longgg conversations about Big Bang, staying up late till like 2 a.m [although we have school] talking about Big Bang, && matching who with whoever in Big Bang. ROFL. Yes! IT’S ALWAYS ABOUT BIG BANG! PLUS WE NEED TO TAKE NEW PICTURES! I feel like we haven’t taken one in YEARS XD rofl.  Plus our very random funny moments are to die for <3 I’m so use to them sleeping over at least once or twice every week that this week felt empty without them :[ I hope I see 'em in church if they go to the same church I do. They might not 'cause of their mom's job or their Pathfinders club. *sighs* I really hope I see them. I didn't even get to talk to 'em online 'cause of their practice for drilling :[

Hmmmm... Well at least this week, there were new BB stuff ;] Like how their MV for WITH U came out! <3 IT IS LOVEEEEE *sparkly eyes* GD looks so freaking awesome in it x3 :] Everyone else does too But I do NOT like T.O.P’s hair in it xD I love the song though :] It’s so addicting! EVERYONE SHOULD LISTEN TO IT!! =D